
It hits me again and again. I just have to survive with this all. Happiness and sadness come together in my heart. It hurts me much. I try to ignore it, but I can’t. The more I do the more I feel. Crying is not the way out although it helps me for a while. I hate this feeling. However, at the same time, I do love it. It is really complicated. It also bothers me.
Knowing the truth really hurts me. I realize that something impossible can be a possible...